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Sunday, 30 June 2019

Week 6: July Joy

Confession:

My first impulse was to title this post, "July--oh no!" But then I thought, "This is no way to live."

July is often (for me, anyway) when I start to feel that the Summer is Ending and We Are Not Yet Saved--in other words, that nothing has yet been accomplished and I've wasted all my time. But neither of those statements is true, of course, for any of us, regardless of whether we've met all of our goals or none of them. Sometimes not meeting goals is necessary and good, as I'm struggling to learn.

I spent this past week assiduously trying to check everything off my daily to-do list, and by Friday I had to chuck the list altogether, sleep in (admittedly until like 7:30--I have a kid and a cat), and spend the afternoon reading a quick novel. I had started to hate my list and all that it represented. And on Saturday, lo, I woke up in much better spirits. How many times do I need to relearn this lesson? --I'm assuming that I'm not alone in this.

If June didn't go exactly the way that you had hoped and dreamed, it's okay.

So this week's prompt, or rather challenge (since I'm not phrasing it as a question), is to forgive the failures of the preceding weeks--indeed, not to think of them as failures at all, but simply as parts of the long story of your multi-faceted, many-colored life. We are not the sum total of our publications, and sometimes we don't know what's best for ourselves.

How did last week go? And what would you like to enjoy in the coming week?

Last week's goals:

Dame Eleanor Hull:
1, gym/walk/swim x6, stretch x6, usual low-FODMAP cooking.
2, make one House-related call.
3, keep writing/editing R&R.
4, read introductions to two books.
5, continue planning courses, ~ 2 hours.
6, drill grammar or vocabulary x 5 in one language.
7, pack and prep for trip.


Elizabeth Anne Mitchell:
No goals listed, but we love hearing from you!

Good Enough Woman:
1) Write 5x
2) Walk 5x
3) Yoga 2x
4) Meditate 5x
5) Write SQ for SF short stories and put them in Canvas
6) A fun outing with family


heu mihi:
1. Daily stuff: Language x5, write x5, exercise x5, sit x?. I'm just going to keep track of how many times I sit.
2. I'm also going to keep track of how many times I can hit 10k steps (on my phone). Those last 10 days of inactivity really got to me.
3. Life stuff: Passport renewal applications, various bills, return a package, etc.
4. Other people's business: Read grad student essay. 
5. Finish rereading Wonder. Start a new draft with a new framework that might just solve All The Problems.
6. Finish academic book; read either a new pleasure book or 35 pages of Proust.


humming42:
1 Draft Time abstract
2 Write and submit a review
3 Finish next review book
4 Blog post
5 Write for Tiny Project every day


JaneB:
1a: water, 5-10 minute exercise routines, sleep schedule
1b: pick up the spaces that have been decluttered, make another appointment.
1c: pick up the square I was working on and make some progress
2a: Spend half an hour each on Fragment and FlatProject, review an article, complete application for pointless but potentially gratifying thing
2b: start making some lists, send more emails about the recce visit
2c: Find samples for FavouriteIslands analysis and pass them on to technician
3: extras: half an hour of office decluttering


oceangirl101:
1) meet with govt officials, local offices to discuss 2020 project
2) give back analyzed objects and organize at the Museum, discuss idea for exhibit
3) meet with landowners/council of elders to get permissions
4) see my second family (my adopted family at my field sites)
5) travel to a new island and see if I want to work there
6) eat some really yummy fish, swim and snorkel as much as I can, hike, enjoy a beer or two, and generally get away from it all for awhile


Susan:
1. Finish book orders
2. Finish clearing desk
3. Possibly get some book organizing done?
4. Get reviews into Zotero so all the random clippings can be recycled 
5. Do one manuscript review
6. Pay relevant bills
7. Pack
8. Walk 3 times 
9. Try to be mellow 


Waffles:

1. Make a full to do list with a plan
2. Submit JAMA paper so I can talk about it.
3. Get to work on revising the grant!!!

Sunday, 23 June 2019

Summer-north, Winter-south session week 5: quantity v quality

Academics are all trained to be critical, to ask hard questions: is this true? Can I reproduce these results? Is this an adequate sample size? Is this argument convincing? Have I said this the right way? We need to ask these questions, but that means that we live with an Inner Critic and an Inner Editor that sometimes feel like they're picking on us rather than being allies who help us produce our best work.

There's a place for both quality and quantity. Delaying the writing stage in favor of more thinking and outlining can lead to writing quicker and better once we start writing. Lots of pages of free-writing at the beginning of a project can lead to better questions and a clearer argument. Reading carefully and taking notes gives us a way to search for that perfect quotation. Reading a lot quickly gives a sense of the field and where we might enter the conversation.

The balance varies by person, by project, and by stage of project. It also varies by time vs. word or page count. Do you put in the time, or do you try to write a certain number of words or read so many pages? What works the best?

If this prompt speaks to you, tell us where you are with quality and quantity now, this summer, on your current projects, or perhaps about past struggles with this issue. And, as usual, let us know how you're doing with your goals and what the new ones are.

Roll Call:

Dame Eleanor Hull
1, gym/walk/swim x6, stretch x6, usual low-FODMAP cooking.
2, some gardening and other House Stuff.
3, keep writing/editing R&R.
4, read one scholarly book or the equivalent in articles.
5, continue planning courses, ~ 2-4 hours.
6, read at least 1/2 hr x 3 in a strong language, drill grammar or vocabulary x 5 in a weaker one.

Elizabeth Anne Mitchell
Pack for conference.
Declutter work office two hours x 3.
One hour x 3 on faculty review document.
Email associate dean to schedule meeting.
Block and install lace curtains.

Good Enough Woman
1) Meditate 2x
2) Start knitting a hat (I've never done a hat)
3) Walk 3x (probably with Dad)
4) Write 500 words 2x
5) Journaling 2x
6) Have fun with the family and my dad

heu mihi
1. Language x2, write x2, sit x4 (I can keep hoping), exercise x1 (I'm still feeling a little crummy, but maybe Saturday?)
2. Reread readers' report and essay draft
3. Schedule lunch with new friend
4. Read part of a book

Humming42
1 Draft Time abstract
2 Write and submit a review
3 Finish next review book
4 Blog post
5 Write for Tiny Project every day

JaneB
1a: water, if the cold allows do 5-10 minute exercise routines, sleep schedule
1b: pick up the spaces that have been decluttered, make another appointment.
1c: pick up the square I was working on and make some progress
2a: Spend half an hour each on Fragment and FlatProject, review an article, make comments on the second draft from LikesMaths
2b: start making some lists, send more emails about the recce visit
2c: Find samples for FavouriteIslands analysis and pass them on to technician
3: extras: half an hour of office decluttering

Oceangirl101
- 4 hrs writing/editing/research per day on Ch 3
- exercise x 4, fun x 2
- cat to vet for check up and set up house sitters for when I am gone
- final admin bits for upcoming travel
- finish labwork and organize stuff to give back to government when travel in July

Susan
1. Read dissertation (today + tomorrow)
2. Make travel arrangements (today + tomorrow)
3. Place book orders
4. One day on Memorial, assuming I get comments from editor
5. Tackle desk, reorganize shelves so I can find books
6. Walk three times
7. Read: 2 x journal, 2 x book for fun
8. Get a second roofer to come and give estimate

Waffles
1. Finish the conference presentation.
2. Write and submit review
3. Either R&R or progress report - one of them needs to get done.
4. Do some longitudinal analysis webinars so I can claim them on my progress report!

Sunday, 16 June 2019

Summer-North, Winter-South session, Week 4: Planning

I'm feeling terribly uninspired blog-post-wise today, so I'm just going to ask you about something that I struggled with this week: concocting a work plan for the session. For WEEKS I have meant to come up with a "concrete plan" for my work this session, and on Thursday, I finally sat down to do so...only to realize that the best I could do was "Revise X article" for 4 or so weeks, with "Copyedits" pencilled in here and there (not sure when they're coming in), and "Draft proposal for Z" taking up one week--but none of this helps very much. The trouble is, it's hard to know in advance what the revisions will *look* like until I'm in them. So I was able to put on the schedule for this week "Reread reviewer's comments and essay; plan revision," but then the rest of it is entirely up in the air, for obvious reasons.

And yet, the Academic Writing Guru Coach Thingy that sends me automated inspirational emails every Monday insists, strongly, that concrete plans are needed, as far in advance as possible. As did the real-life writing coach that I worked with a few years ago.

I'm sure this varies considerably by discipline, and partly for that reason I'm curious about how the rest of you plan your work-lives--especially those of you with many projects going on at once.

I recently came up with an appropriate image for my research agenda: It's like walking through a dark forest with a flashlight. I can see to the very next part of the path and maybe a few yards further, but beyond that I don't know whether there's a sharp turn, a fallen tree, or a bear. This makes planning difficult.

What about you? How far ahead do/can you plan your projects? Are you on a sunny stroll through well-marked terrain, or, like me, stumbling along in the moonless dark?

Dame Eleanor Hull:
1, gym/walk/swim x6, stretch x6, usual low-FODMAP cooking.
2, some gardening and other House Stuff.
3, finish reviewing past plans, work on outline, start writing.
4, Finish reading one scholarly book.
5, continue planning courses, ~ 2-4 hours.
6, read at least 1/2 hr x 3 in a strong language, drill grammar or vocabulary x 5 in a weaker one.


heu mihi:
1. Finish Amy (due 6/15)
2. Language x5, writing x5, sit x5, exercise x5, garden 3 hours
3. Detailed research/writing plan for coming weeks
4. Read a book
5. Read essays for symposium
6. Email collection contributors
7. Enjoy my birthday!


humming 42:

1 Draft Time abstract
2 Write and submit a review
3 Finish next review book
4 Blog post
JaneB:1a: water, if the cold allows do 5-10 minute exercise routines, sleep schedule1b: I have another decluttering appointment next weekend... - I have three possible areas in mind, need to make a decision.1c: pick up the square I was working on and make some progress2a: Spend half an hour each on Fragment and FlatProject, review an article and a grant application, make comments on drafts from both LikesMaths and DrVisitTheSecond 2b: start making some lists, send more emails about the recce visit2c: Find samples for FavouriteIslands analysis and pass them on to technician3: extras: half an hour of office decluttering
oceangirl101:
- write 3,000 words Ch 3 and 30 minutes of editing per day- exercise x 4, fun x 2- something for house- garage door, possibly weed garden- a few admin bits for trip planned in July and/or book

Susan
1. Finish Violence2. Finish Collaboration3. Finalize travel plans and hotels4. Read dissertation draft5. Walk three times 6. Do something fun

Waffles
1. Once get final edits to JAMA paper from collaborator, finish it up and submit it.2. Connect with colleague about interactions in victimization paper. Finish writing discussion.3. Draft ppt for conference presentation4. Keep working on R&R5. NIH progress report (UGH).

Sunday, 9 June 2019

Summer-North, Winter-South, Week 3

We've probably all run into some version of the Serenity Prayer, about changing the things we can, accepting those we can't, and learning to tell the difference. I'm deliberately re-phrasing: I don't expect to be given the wisdom to tell the difference, but to come by it through some combination of rational thought and trial-and-error.

If this topic speaks to you, tell us about something you have changed, or about your path to acceptance, or about the ways you differentiate between what can and can't be changed.

Also post with your results from last week, and what you're planning for the week ahead. In accordance with heu mihi's question last week, if there's some particular kind of encouragement that would be welcome, please let us know how we can help.

Last week's goals:

Dame Eleanor Hull
1, gym/walk/swim x6, stretch x6, usual low-FODMAP cooking.
2, some gardening and other House Stuff.
3, finish reviewing past plans, work on outline, start writing.
4, Finish reading one scholarly book.
5, continue planning courses, ~ 2-4 hours.
6, read at least 1/2 hr x 3 in a strong language, drill grammar or vocabulary x 5 in a weaker one.

Elizabeth Anne Mitchell
Half an hour x 5 on decluttering/organizing craft closet.
Half an hour x 3 on faculty review document.
Half an hour x 3 on work email.
Email associate dean to schedule meeting.
One hour x 3 on article review.
Call to reschedule doctor’s appointment.
Call to reschedule dentist’s appointment.

Good Enough Woman
1) 5 hours of exercise
2) 5x meditation
3) 5 hours of writing
4) 5 hours of prep work
5) 5 hours of house chores per week (pay bills, tidy the Witch Hut, clean daughter's room as part of her b-day present)
6) Finish knitting scarf for MIL
7) Read 300 pages of leisure book (is it still leisure if I set a goal?)
8) Surrender goals when necessary for doing b-day things for daughter, but don't totally abandon them.

heu mihi
1. Submit conference abstract (June 3)
2. Read/finish two books
3. Revise Amy (due June 15)
4. Wrap up incomplete
5. Read grad student's work
6. Language x5, sit x5, exercise x4, garden 3 hours

Humming42
1 Draft Time abstract
2 Read a review book
3 Build online component
4 Draft one module for online course

JaneB
1a: water, finish the summer bullet journal set up, if the cold allows do 5-10 minute exercise routines
1b: the decluttering woman is coming next Sunday - I have three possible areas in mind, need to make a decision. Regardless, having a good session with her will advance this goal.
1c: pick up the square I was working on and make some progress
2a: Spend half and hour each on Fragment and FlatProject 2b: start making some lists, send email about recce visit
2c: Find samples for FavouriteIslands analysis and pass them on to technician
3: extras: half an hour of office decluttering, watch my marvel movie treat

Susan
1. 2 days on Violence
2. Morning on collaboration
3. Finish book order #1, start #2
4. Walk three times
5. Keep planning vacation
6. Read dissertation draft

Waffles
1. Once get final edits to JAMA paper from collaborator, finish it up and submit it.
2. Once get final analyses from statistician for PTSD paper, finish it up and submit it.
3. Connect with colleague about interactions in victimization paper. Finish writing discussion.
4. Once these three are done -that will be the last few manuscripts I have been dragging my heels on - and I can start working on manuscripts from my own study!!!
5. Draft ppt for presentation
6. Make to do list for R&R of diss manuscript

Sunday, 2 June 2019

Week 2: How Can We Help?

We're a week in and I'm already feeling like the summer [in this hemisphere] is slipping away. 

For me, one of the (many) nice things about this group is that it can help me to see how much time there actually is and gives me a sense of having made progress on my goals, even if--day to day--it doesn't feel like I am. So here's my (optional) question for the week:

What obstacles--internal or external or both--do you anticipate encountering this session? And how can we help support you through them?

As you'll see when I post my own reply, this question arises out of the anxiety that I expressed in the first sentence: One of my biggest summertime struggles is the very banal and frankly luxurious worry that the summer is gliding past me and I'm neither making good use of it nor appreciating it properly. And I will have questions for you all about how better to address that!

Answer the prompt if you like; don't if you don't. Let us know how you did with last week's goals and what you hope to accomplish this week. And, of course, feel free to check in about whatever else you like in the comments, too!

I hope that everyone is doing well: that surgeries are being recovered from, upheavals being tempered with moments of joy, and everyday habits moving us--however imperceptibly--closer to where we'd like to be in our lives.

Last week's goals:

Dame Eleanor Hull:
1, gym/walk/swim x6, stretch x6, usual low-FODMAP cooking.
2, meet with real estate agent, light gardening.
3, review essay, comments, past plans, books here/needed.
4, read/note two essays in ILL book.
5, continue planning courses, ~ 2-3 hours.
6, read at least 1/2 hr x 3 in a strong language, drill grammar or vocabulary x 5 in a weaker one.


Elizabeth Anne Mitchell:
Goals for the coming week:
Get through surgery.
Set up follow-up exam.
If fully cognizent, email associate dean and head of department.
If possible, spend a half-hour on the faculty review document.
If possible, begin article review.


Good Enough Woman:
1) Exercise 3 hours.
2) Write 2 hours
3) Meditate 3x
4) Tidy rocking chair area and dresser top in bedroom.
5) Enjoy some lazy time while husband is out of town and kids are still in school! But read books and watch good shows. DON'T SPEND ALL MY TIME ON TWITTER!


heu mihi:
1. Write abstract due June 3
2. Finish one leisure book 
3. Read half of an academic book 
4. Wrap up a student's Incomplete
5. If time: read grad student's work
6. Sit x 3


humming42:
1 submit Perform abstract
2 finish current book, write and submit review
3 sort out possible subject list for Tiny Project
4 build online component for independent study


JaneB:
1a: water consumption, setting up bullet journal lists for the summer to track good habits, eating up some things that snuck into the groceries over the last month (sweets, white bread...)
1b: the decluttering woman is coming tomorrow: we will tackle the wardrobe and the last third of the back bedroom...
1c: find out where the squares went (I suspect the decluttering woman had me put them with all my other knitting supplies as they are no longer on my desk which makes me forget about them) (we decluttered my desk! It's ace... but also weird.
2a: Skype with PDF about progress with pulling out data for Fragment, chase up email with FormerFlatProjectPDRA who hopefully was checking the "quirks" I noticed.
2b: start making some lists, send email about recce visit
2c: Find samples for FavouriteIslands analysis
3: extras: half an hour of office decluttering, watch a marvel movie when my marking is done


karen:
- do 2 x running, drink a water bottle each day
- send email to field people
- write and send panel abstract
- vanquish the marking pile!
-spend 1 hour planning WIL workshop 1


KJHaxton:
1. finish the marking: 1 set of exam scripts, 1 set of coursework, 1 set of exams to moderate (I think)
2. pull together engagement project reading and start reading it
3. refine plans for next year's teaching.


oceangirl101:
- write 4,000 words of Ch 3
- meet with student and colleague about ongoing research/article
- organize mid-summer trip to fieldwork location to organize permits/permissions for next year
- exercise 4x 
- fun things 2x with friends
- one house related thing (garage door?)


Susan:
1. Make progress on violence
2. Do more desk excavation (1 hour)
3. Get the first set of book orders in
4. Walk regularly


Sunday, 26 May 2019

Summer-North, Winter-South Session: Week 1

Hello! I wanted the title to this first post to be inclusive of both halves of the globe; I hope that it isn't simply confusing.

Welcome to the new session of TLQ! Unless I'm mistaken--please correct me if I am--we'll go for 14 weeks, which will take us right up to the start of September.

For this first week, please introduce yourself (newcomers welcome!), create some goals for the session, and add in your goals for the week. Our purpose here is to create a place for support and accountability as we progress towards the professional and/or personal goals that often get sidelined in the day-to-day busyness of our lives.

If you'd like an additional prompt, I invite you to think about what initially drew you to your career/discipline. If this is something that still sustains you or gives you pleasure, are there ways in which you can keep it in--or bring it back into--your life for the next few months?

Saturday, 18 May 2019

Spring Intersession - week 8 - final check in


Hi all!  Posting this early as I'm doing Outreach tomorrow (which involves getting up early on a Sunday, driving over an hour to a rather remote visitor centre, lugging tables and chairs and stuff around for a while, setting stuff up in an inadequate space, talking to strangers for a few hours, then packing up and coming back.  Lovely.  But the colleagues I'm doing it with are great so there will be some fun, and it is Worthwhile.  Or at least I am told it is!).

If anyone wants a discussion topic for the week, let's think about lessons learned from this particular end-of-year/Spring (for those of us who teach at least).  For me, once again, it's that it's always more work and stress than I expect!

Some lucky, lucky people finished cleanly for the summer in the last couple of weeks.  Others have semesters which are dragging on, or unexpected monsters popped up to mess up their plans.  As is normal for a period of transition like semester-end, participation here has fluctuated - we've had as few as 5 comments some weeks - but I at least am really grateful that it's still been here, a reminder of the Long Game when all the immediate stuff is yelling for attention and biting my ankles!  Thank you all for taking part, whether it was for one week or eight, and remember to come back next week when the summer session will be kicking off (thanks to our new host, heu mihi!  Did anyone else ever offer to help out?  I can't remember?). 

Reminder: we're always open to new joiners or returners, and to people who can only attend for part of a session signing up - so do share the new session widely!

Last week's goals:


Dame Eleanor Hull
I am taking this week entirely off from work! What I aim to do:
*tidy, weed, plant in the garden; perhaps see about removing a shrub if it doesn't perk up.
*watch all of the Tour of California.
*read fun books.
*enjoy three social engagements.
*book one routine vet appointment.
*prep for open house and then restore normal conditions.
*stretch and exercise daily.
*cook slightly more ambitiously than usual.
*make work plan for the rest of the summer.
And sleep. I am going to try to fix a sleep schedule that works for me and my household, probably on the early side but not so very early as during the semester, and make up the sleep debt I've been running.

Good Enough Woman
1) Get grading back to the forefront. I have subs for my exams, but I still need to grade them.
2) Walk 3x (if surgery recovery permits)
3) Enjoy the present moment. Meditate 3x.
4) Do the chemo prep, of course.

heu mihi
1. Make realistic(ish) summer work plan
2. Read proofs of Weep
3. Homework for teaching workshop (due 5/22)
4. Submit Kzoo proposal for 2020
5. Start review book
6. Submit reimbursements of various kinds
7. Inbox 0! Or, at least, Inbox < 10!

humming42
busy fighting battles on other fronts – hope it’s going well!

JaneB
1) self-care - continue to drink a great deal of water. Be kind to self. Eat less bread...
2) consolidate lists and start making a summer list
3) keep up with paperwork on the Two Big Modules and don't let other people's dilatoriness take up any of my emotional bandwidth
4) ten rows of square
5) finish marking current essay pile (I have about 60, I can do 3-4 an hour, so that's 15-20 hours... sigh...)
6) put things into my summer calendar and finish the doodle I'm doing around the edge..

Susan
1. Make real progress on Violence, so that next week I can really finish it.
2. Do 3 hours of work clearing the disaster area that is my desk.
3. Begin planning one of my fall courses to get book orders in
4. Walk two times
5. Get regular sleep
6. Do something fun.



Session goals

Dame Eleanor Hull (never did formalise her goals list but this version is a fun read!)
I’m working a routine mission, and have nearly finished stocking a series of caches that will be really useful to the army when they get here, and incidentally managing to map a strategic piece of mountain that we haven’t had good plans for, when I hear a dull roar very far away. Uh-oh. When I come to the edge of the forest, towards a farm that has historically been not-unfriendly, the barn is burning. So much for sleeping there tonight. I hope that the farmers fired it themselves, after taking the animals higher up the mountain, but I’m not going to wait around to find out. I will have to go the long way around to get back behind my lines, and hope that the enemy hasn’t mined the mountain passes.
I now have companions, or subordinates, or something: three talking cats. I think the higher-ups were thinking of them as assistants, but since they are cats, they are more hindrance than help. It’s true that they are excellent at sensing the presence of the enemy, but this is not necessarily useful, as their response is usually to climb a tree rather than helping with the task at hand. It’s also true that they fight fiercely when cornered, but again, as a scout and quartermaster I’m supposed to stay away from action, and the cats are more likely to damage me than the enemy. As usual, the generals have no fucking clue what life on the ground is like.
I’ve also been training some of the locals in some resistance techniques. They may yet make the war go my way, if they don’t revert to their old loyalties and make things much worse. So, like the cats, there’s some question as to whether they’re allies or not. But it seemed a risk worth taking.

At any rate, the sound of distant guns signals that the war has started. The steady nerves, good distance vision, and knowledge of the terrain that make me a good scout also make me a good sniper. I’ve stocked some of my private caches with weapons, ammunition, and explosives. Over the next few weeks, I may have to blow up a bridge here, take out an enemy sentry there, and continue to do a little mapping when I have a quiet minute to take notes. I really hope I can stay out of pitched battles, and get the talking cats back to a place where they’ll be happier. Like a general’s bed. I’d love to see one of the top brass get a set of talking cats their dawn nom-noms. 

Elizabeth Anne Mitchell
Organizing Goals:
Finish the term with a clear organization to the scholarly apparatus for Prudence.
Slash and burn through one lateral file drawer by end of term.
Writing Goals:
Edit three pages a day of the dissertation.
Health Goals:
Continue to move.
Continue to eat better than I did a year ago.
Creativity goals:
Write at least fifteen minutes a day on a creative project--novella, novel, something.
Knit for at least a half-hour daily.
heu mihi
1. Daily things x5: Language, exercise, write, sit.
2. Full draft of Amy
3. Reread Malory (400 pages to go!)
4. Knit a lot 

Humming42
1 Write and submit four book reviews
2 Finish Perform paper
3 Write abstract for Generations
I also am waiting for word on two abstracts, one for a journal article and the other for a book chapter.

JaneB
1) Self-care: water, fruit & veg, sitting, doing something in the evening, sleep, movement2) Research: make project list, green data thing, get problem child 1 sent off (please!), problem child 2 full draft, write seminar and public talk
3) Craft: finish current square, start another, add some more china blue to the never-ending project
4) domestic chaos reduction: maintain current status throughout marking season! (that will be quite enough of an achievement...).

 Susan
1. finish the semester (my final exam is May 11, commencement is May 19, so good timing for me) Right now I'm just so tired!
2. Revise paper from last year for presentation in NYC next week.
3. Finish Violence, which editors want on May 3. This may be optimistic, but I'll try.
4. Keep plugging away on collaboration.
5. Get back to walking
6. Say no to anything new between now and the summer
7. Plan some kind of summer vacation